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"You Can't End Up with Jimmy." [10/26/2009]
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"Proxy Coat"[12/7/2009]
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"Go By" [12/11/2009-- 10/06/13] Completed :)
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"Somewhere, Up There, Forever" [2/8/2010]
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"Never" [3/31/2010]
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"For the Record, I Hate Football." [4/16/2010 - 5/19/2010]
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"I'm Only Sleeping." [7/7/2010]
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"Blondie" [6/29/2010--Incomplete]
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"The Few Times You Ever Asked Me." [7/10/2010-- 3/6/2012]
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This is Reality [7/20/2010]
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No Ordinary World [9/3/2010 - 10-12-2012] 
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For the Remainder [4/29/11-06/9/13]  Part 1 ///  Part 2  /// Part 3 /// Part 4 & 5 
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:: Fragments ::  - Update, Secret Chlark Exchange Entry - 7/26/12

Sunday, October 6, 2013

Go By 25-28 + epilogue & comments


25







Floating on a continuous wave of time, dizzy from the after effects... The loft counter-moved with her motion sickness, and Clark was the only strong pillar to cling to. He reached out to her in the floating thick atmosphere, the hotness from the day peeking through the wooden slats. There was heat remaining. There was heat.

The super trip ended at the Kent farm.

It was a place of comfort and home in her youth.  And from the tone of the situation, Chloe keyed in that Clark brought her here for one of those reasons. Privacy, she thought a bit afterwards, being a probability. He had taken her from her security, from her boundaries and comfort zone. She rarely made appearances away from her console, the luxury of smoke and mirrors and holograms so easy to abuse. Chloe lost herself inside the false faces, the aliases and bits of data. She didn't face vulnerability. Not anymore.

But she was outside her cave now, and inside of Clark's. Either rudely or abruptly, he'd super sped her there in a passive aggressive whirlwind that didn't ask permission. He could too be everywhere at once and it left her powerless. The Kent farm was possibly the farthest from any technological outpost. Clark knew what he wanted.

Clark watched hungrily from across the loft. It was a look of objectification. She didn't know whether to be aroused or insulted.  In either way, she felt threatened and so she chose to challenge, "What's the matter with you?"

The sharpness busted his bubble and  all the confidence that went with it.

She watched him fidget with his torn shirt, and then jog down the stairs to mess around in some old tool boxes on a bench. She didn't know what was going on, but she realized that Clark too was vulnerable.

She took a breath and leaned against the big red couch. She'd heard and read about the ways Clark used to move. Heard and read, but never quite believed it. She'd seen the relics from all of Clark's saves, adventures, mishaps. Relics collected by envious men like Lex Luthor who thought that arranging bits of Clark's life would gather understanding of his true power. They had no idea at all.

She looked over the banister, his shirt still ripped across his chest and hanging from his shoulders. Clark was vulnerable in different ways now. His scars were barely noticeable. Healed, or headed that way. She'd seen him only earlier that morning, yet if any of her abilities were the culprit, she had no recollection. Or energy deprivation. Was it another evolution of her powers?

Clark rummaged through drawers in the loft, behavior anxious, angry. It wasn't atypical, compared to numerous observations made on Clark after his arrival on Earth. He'd always been angry, but never so focused. What he lacked before was purpose, but he had found it now. And he found his powers. That was his end of the deal, now it was her turn to cough up her intel.

She took a deep breath and went down the stairs. He was still preoccupied with toolboxes. It was an effort to ignore her when she came up beside him. His eyes were very different now.

"Clark," her voice was softer, "I have news about Doomsday."

Suddenly, she heard him laugh a little and turn towards the room. His eyes, focused on something and nothing all at once. When he had found what he was looking for he smiled, briefly. "All this time without my powers and I forget a thing or too."

Chloe raised a brow, "A thing?"

"X-ray vision."

She watched as he marched down the stairs, supersped to the tool box near the tractor and then reappear instantaneously in front of her. During all of this, she was still stuck on the reality that he could really see through objects.

Clark blinked at her, and held the thing he was holding closer to her face,  "This is for you." When her expression grew cloudy, Clark's humor peeked out for a moment, "Don't worry. It's not a ring."

"It looks like a box."

"Yes," Clark agreed with some sentimentality, "It is. Lex gave it to me, a long time ago. Open it."

"Kryptonite?"

 A green sickness and his newly found powers were gone. This sort of discomfort he preferred, over the Phantom Zone, any day. "I know it's nothing special, especially in these parts. But I want you to trust me, in what ever happens."

Chloe shut it immediately, "By having power over you? No, Clark."

"By us being equals."

This was the answer to her question. The why of him whisking her away to his home. Perhaps he had wanted it just as much as she did all these years. To reel in time and relive a part of their young past that laid unwritten for so long.

This was what they were protecting.

"I always thought we were equal. In every way. But I don't need a--"

He pushed back her hands, "Keep it. You never know," he looked at her and then added, "Maybe one day, you wont have to worry about little green rocks."

She knew he'd said it in jest but the reality of meteor rocks was wide spread and a part of her, forever. There was no getting rid of her infection, she'd been born with it. She continued to read his eyes and realized that perhaps Clark meant himself instead.

"There are others, Kryptonian's like me, here. They arrived when I returned to Earth," Clark explained, as she grew near, "I can't afford to fight them alone. Not them and Doomsday together. "

"You're not alone." She held out her hand, "Here. I have something to give you too."

"The Torch Key?"

"Yea, you lost it a while back. It may have lost some of it's meaning but, I think it still has some symbolism left. It's for good luck."

"I don't need luck, remember?"

She took him into her arms and buried her face into his chest. The vibrations of her voice heard  through. "Just in case, Clark."

A rumble shook the old trusses of the Kent barn. A shake of the past into the present. The extremely present.

"Some thing tells me that wasn't an earthquake," Chloe eyed the sturdy wooden beams,.  He shoved the small lead box back into her hands and went to the loft window. Another rumble rolled towards them, this time setting off car alarms at the neighbor's a few football fields away.

"Clark, what is that?"

His body tensed as sun beams outlined his body, "Chloe get out down!"

The trusses above exploded. The barn separating into splinters. Chloe dove underneath a tractor and tucked in as debris avalanched around her void.

"Clark?" she yelled, dust kicked up. She coughed, and called again. She kicked her way out from the piled wood, crawled through a skinny opening. Scratched, and splinters across her skin. They would heal soon.

She screamed his name again, crawling to the top of the barn. It was a mound of scrap wood around a single skeletal wall. It was the wall with the loft window. The part of their lives they were protecting.
Clark was no longer there.

Martha Kent and a large dog with equally red hair burst through the porch door. She  shielded her eyes, seeing Chloe stand a top of the demolished barn.

The two women said nothing before another explosion of dust expanded into the sky behind Chloe.

Martha watched on  as Chloe climbed from the rubble and towards the direction of the rising dust cloud. They made eye contact, briefly, but enough to fill in the blanks. Martha cupped her hands,"Take the truck!"

Another rumble, and an object ejected into the sky.

Chloe wasn't absolutely sure who until it eclipsed the bright sun, the tatters of a blue shirt whipping in the air and then crashing into the fields that were far back behind the barn.

Chloe sprinted away from  Martha's yelling, and Shelby's fading howls

Deep in the thick of the back forty, stalks of corn crowded her like flimsy giants with stubborn persistence.  The only gauge of direction was by the slowly rising dust above the stalks.

"Clark?" she screamed, her heart a drum. The rumbling had stopped, her heart counting the seconds. She smelled  fresh dirt in the air. She was close.

Chloe was aware that she could stumble upon anything in those thick fields. And become just as easily lost. But she kept stomping through the thick, panting and whacking.

She found him. Dark, fresh dirt scored up like a fresh wound. And there was Clark in the middle of the crater;  laid still, face turned away. Shirt torn open from the minutes before, but caked in debris and a new blood. She found a piece of bony thorn in his side. It was Doomsday.

Chloe knelt beside him and touched his face. He was breathing. A thin trail of blood trickled from his nose, which was also swollen. Over all, she'd seen him in worse conditions. He'd been nearly dead. But that was without powers. And they were out in the open. Doomsday was out there.

Chloe took one of Clark's arms and dragged him about two inches before she knew she couldn't possibly lift him alone. She tried two arms, and then his feet, but his preternatural size didn't cooperate with her petite one. She straddled Clark's chest, her bare hands against her patients face. She tried humor to dampen her emotions,  "You're out after just one punch?"

 Her fingers touched the bridge of his nose, a soft light appearing there. "I'm thinking we need a plan B, here. The part where I take you back to my lab and we research this thing... your super speed would help. But you have to wake up."

The ground shook and the corn stalks swayed. Doomsday was close.

Chloe looked over her shoulder as the stalks parted violently.  She took other measures. She slapped him, "Hey! Wake up!"

Only, they did wake up. A nightmare towered above them, blocking all sunshine and leaving only its cold shadow.  She felt its warm breath at her back, felt its growl through her spine. She'd wrote about it in the papers, seen the footage and the satellite images. But it was never quite the same, witnessing a monstrosity inches from your face.

She took a deep breath, shortened now with given fear. She reminded herself that she and the beast had one thing in common. They were both products of genetic manipulation. They were both freaks. Empathy, she thought, could buy time with a killer.  Its eyes were blackened, and almost hidden completely behind the overgrown horns around them.  Bravely, she turned towards Doomsday and plead for Clark's life. Once it didn't show any signs of response, she stumbled through what rough Kryptonian she knew.

Perhaps it had no language. Perhaps it had no soul to bargain with. It was the grueling truth of what humans could create; a creature bred without any humanity at all. Doomsday was born a Kryptonian nightmare, but only humans had cultivated it against their own kind, and unfortunately against their only hope.

Chloe held tighter onto Clark.

She felt someone take her hand, looked down at his dirt covered fingernails holding onto hers. She felt his low voice rumble through his chest and into  hers. . It was sublime, and sad all at once. But it was right.

"I'm alright," he told her, in a cracked, unconvincing voice, "It was a lucky punch."

"Clark," she heard herself say as Doomsday raised one of its arms over their heads.

"Close your eyes," is what she thought she had said. But after sudden heat from a local sun briefly blinded her, she realized it was Clark who had said it, not her.

Clark shot beam after beam of red stringed plasma into Doomsday's flesh, stumbling it back several yards. Stalks of corn lit aflame.

It was enough time for Clark to get to his feet. He glanced towards Chloe, about to speak when he was pummelled backward by returning plasma fire. Shot backwards into the stalks yards away,a trail of fire followed Clark, along with Doomsday thrashing forward.

Chloe heard another loud crashing coming from the side fields. A pair of headlights, and then the bright red paint of an old pickup truck.

It was Martha Kent. Speeding forward with all the truck could handle, straight towards the horned monster. Chloe ducked out of the way and saw Martha ditch out the driver side. Doomsday caught the truck in the lower extremities and toppled over like a domino.

Clark, recovered by then, super dashed, tackled, and dragged the carnal beast out of sight.

Chloe went to Martha who was sitting up in the fallen corn. She asked for her son, kept asking for her son while the violent thrashings were loud in the unseen distance. The peaceful green stalks did little to guise the violence that led beyond it.

"Help him," Martha whimpered to her.

Chloe stared at the woman, so dedicated to protecting her son. Innate in all beings to protect their own, Chloe touched the cheek of the mother who's son would die trying to protect all of them. She left Martha in Shelby's guardianship and turned towards the burning trail.

She would do whatever it took to help Clark.

And so she began her journey, following the downed, smoldering corn along a jagged pathway of mud and unearthed dirt. It looked like Clark had been  thrown and dragged along the way. It was hunting Clark now, Doomsday after his blood and his alone. There was a connection between them, innate and unbreakable. Chloe prayed that her bond was stronger.

She walked faster, her thoughts and strategies running at a faster pace.  She pulled out her cellphone, her first good idea of the day. She called for back ups, "Oliver! It's Doomsday, it's here in Smallvi--"

Her signal fizzled out. Damn cellphones. Damn rural Kansas.

She shoved the phone back in her pocket and started her trek again. But then she stopped. Or was stopped, by another nightmare.

It was the man in all black.


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It was about the same time that General Sam Lane opened the door of his helicopter, a fresh landing on top of Metropolis PD Head Quarters. The man was in his fifties, and looked it. Salt and pepper hair, a shadow of a beard peaking out. Dark circles under wise eyes.  Upon the helipad, Chief Adams limped along proudly, her cane part of her Lowell County history. It had been a long road since anyone had called her Sheriff, but the arcane killings and happenings in Metropolis brought back old memories.

The military was called upon days ago to intervene with the menace, Doomsday, as all the media were calling it.  But bullets, and rockets didn't stop it. From the video footage, it absorbed whole arsenal like it nursed hell for nourishment. And it was becoming stronger by the minute.

Lane, the state governor and even the President had exchanged calls throughout the week about this villain. But it was only Chief Adams who was in the front lines of its wake. And she refused to surrender.

The Chief shielded her eyes from the helicopter, her other hand holding up a tablet. In all her years of law enforcement, she'd seen more meteor related crime than she could count. But this, this was different. And this, as she handed the tablet to the General, was why she was bringing in the big guns.

Lane looked over the documents briefly, and then handed them to one of his aides. He didn't say much, but his thoughts wandered back to one of his earlier briefings before they left for Metropolis. One of the government's secure research facilities broken into over night. Cyro labs ransacked, and frozen specimen stolen. It all very sensitive information as of now, but Lane had a feeling that this was all connected. Everything came back to the green meteor rock.

"The question is," Lane turned to Adams on the windy rooftop, "are we willing to destroy ourselves, before this thing does the job for us?"

"You're not talking about nukes?"

"I don't want to talk about nukes, but if we're on the topic; There's a good chance other unfavorable nations will strike at us if they think they could stop this thing from spreading to their gates..." Lane posed,  "The fear this is creating... the public thinks we have lost all control. They're losing hope. They're calling it Doomsday."

He saluted her before departing, "Let's make sure there's a tomorrow."

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Amid the arctic circle, a man in black robes awaited Kal-El's arrival. It was the place of the midnight sun, the solstice, the end where all points met. It was the place Jor-El intended his son to be. The place where Kal-El could finally take his destiny.

And now, as Brainiac looked across the ice where Kara Zor-El laid out in a stoney pose, he held the four stones of the Veritas movement. Everything was brought to a head, all pieces in place. To his side were the remaining phantoms that escaped Jor-El's passage. One a general, the other a soldier. It was enough to start a new civilization, a new Krypton. And like all pieces posed on a board, their fates waited for all of them.

Including the human.

Brainiac walked over to where the Chloe laid. She was more susceptible to the cold climate, and gone into a type of coma once Brainiac interfaced with her mind. He absorbed all her thoughts, all her memories. Her fears. Her hopes.

It was that last part that kept Brainiac thinking.

Zod, a scavenged version of the strong military leader he once was, stood over Chloe's body. His bones showed through blackened skin. Hardened by the lifetimes of confinement, the promise of death always on the cusp. Only here was death real, and his weakened state proof of that.  "How can you be sure this human is the healer?"

Brainiac shrugged off his thick leather robe and laid it across Chloe's body. It would preserve her for some time, until she was needed. Brainiac lifted a brow, "I've seen it. I've seen her fate. She will bridge the two races."

Zod lifted his chipped cutlass and held it to Brainiac's throat, "Bridge?"

Calmly, Brainiac thrusted the blade down with a single finger. "It would be wise to remember that you are the weaker of the races on this realm while in your perilous state of health."

His gaunt, ghostly face stared back at the insubordination, "You forget that I am your rightful leader."

"Enough!" Aethyr piped from beside them,  lifting a makeshift blade of her own "Let's cut open the human and find our cure. Our time is wasted here if we do not survive. There are portals to open, people we left behind." She looked to Zod for permission. "Think of Faora."

Zod swallowed and thought on this. He looked to Brainiac, "There will be no opposition to Zod."

"The human means nothing to my own personal survival."

Zod grinned very slowly and then nodded to the soldier.

Without another word, Aethyr struck down her blade against Chloe's chest, the metal shattering with force. She was stuned, and proceeded to study the human with intrigue. "She is impenetrable!"

"Nonsense!" Zod bent down, tore open the robes and tore away the fabric of her clothes. There he found a little lead box.  The General bent down and lifted it from her chest.

He opened it.


*

A single hand appeared beneath a bank vault door. The thick alloy was crumpled, blackened with heat, and the edges still red with embers. There was a crater in the side of a bank that laid outside Little Rock, Arkansas. A ways from Smallville, Kansas. Nevertheless, it was a short trip provided by a heavy punch from Doomsday.

Clark lifted the vault from his head, to the amazement of all the bewildered pedestrians peeking outside. To them, a man emerged from an explosion that rocked the whole center city. A man, partially clothed,  of blue cloth around his shoulders.

All across the country bystanders and witnesses stopped their lives and snapped photos of the mysterious man who fought the beast. Clark had been knocked into Colorado, Texas, even parts of Mexico and then back to Texas. There were bruises, and cuts. Maybe a few broken ribs. But as Clark tossed the vault away from him, he stood among the dust and debris. He stood proudly.

When he reached the outside of the bank, a kid took a picture of his face.

His face, no disguises, no attempt to hide who he was.

No one asked for his name, although many asked if he was ok. One woman gave him a bottle of water. Clark took it, sipped it, and thanked her. It was the first kind gesture a stranger had shown him in sometime.

He handed her the bottle and told all to get to safety. He could hear Doomsday coming. It was miles from here, but he heard it. Clark had been lucky so far that every placed Doomsday had tossed him rendered no causalities. The sheer weight alone would crush someone, but given the momentum and force that Doomsday was capable of, Clark's body was a wrecking ball.

He was hanging on for as long as he could. Even with his powers, his strength was not a true match. For every ounce of power Clark possessed, Doomsday had more. Much more. Perhaps, Clark thought, an endless amount.

Exhausted, he took a knee in the middle of the street. Several bystanders stood around him despite his warnings. He needed to remain in the rural parts. Perhaps the mid-west. Preferably away from Kansas and the heavily populated lands of Kryptonite. And anywhere but the populated areas that Doomsday was drawn to. He was playing with Clark. Toying with him more like. Back in Kansas Doomsday lifted a full school bus and tossed it like a paper air plane. Clark caught it of course, but it was one thing after another that bore him down.

The destruction, the unnecessary destruction. Bent on unraveling any meaning in the world. It's purpose was to eradicate human civilization itself. And it started with deconstructing Clark. Never before had he witnessed something without a weakness, without shortfall. Without hope at all.

Clark shouldered  what was left, still on one knee and his fists against the cold concrete. He closed his eyes, drowning out the murmurs of the crowd around him. The street went away and so the sunlight. His mind carried to where he heard Doomsday, miles away from here. He was still hunting. Smelling Clark's blood. There would be no end.

Endless, and at no end. There was a place for people of that kind. A place where Clark had been before.

He tightened his fist and braced them against the ground. His liftoff created a shock wave strong enough to toss people off their feet. Up and away Clark soared. Those who saw it claimed he leaped over hills, while others swore he flew. Either way, Clark was gone in a single bound.


*



"They're calling him Superman!" No one exactly knows who coined the moniker, but every media bullpen roared across the nation and trickled around the world. The Daily Planet  however was empty except for Lois and Jimmy, the two who volunteered to stay behind. The rest of the crew flocked over to little old Smallville where Lois and Jimmy knew they'd be too late. She had gotten the phone call from Oliver first, and hours ago. Chloe had been in Smallville, presumably with Clark Kent. And now both were missing.

But, Doomsday wasn't and neither was the mysterious hero, Superman, who travelled across the continent, and television screens, duking it out.

As Lois watched the television screen shots of "Superman" run back to back, she went through all the ramblings Oliver unloaded over a hot wire. It was Clark, he said. He kidnapped Chloe, he said.  Oliver and his team already cased the area, and found Chloe's cellphone abandoned in the Kent farm fields. Martha Kent had no idea.

Lois swiveled back to her desk and sipped her very strong cup of coffee one last time. There was no point to traveling to Lowell County, the speed Doomsday and Superman were hopping around. It would just be a lottery to have them land outside their doorstep. Lois took a deep breath and let the dozens of phones continue to ring with no one to answer them.

She looked at Jimmy Olsen, a man who had become more entwined with her life than she ever thought. He was married to her little sister now, and had known Chloe in some ways Lois never would.

"Any ideas, Olsen?"

Jimmy looked up from cleaning his camera lens, "I'd wait here. I heard government is sending in the black birds. You know, the big guns. Right here, in the middle of the city."

She had meant about Chloe, but she had to remember that up until this point, Jimmy Olsen thought his best friend died a long time ago. He glanced at Lois with a sort of resentment for not telling him all these years. She'd have to ask for forgiveness later. "With my connections, I bet we can catch a ride on one of those birds."

Jimmy smirked, "I'm sure you could."

Lois smiled back and picked up her phone.

"One other thing," Jimmy added before preparing to leave. He turned to Lois and winked.

It was all he needed to say for Lois to know it would all be okay.


*







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By the time Zod fell to his knees, Chloe jumped up to hers and not without  kicking him in the teeth. The chunk of Kryptonite rolled into her hands. She wielded it against Aethyr, and then Brainiac.

Aethyr went down, but it was Brainiac who lifted his hands in white flag, "I am not your enemy."

Realizing the rock had no effect on him, Chloe threw it in between Zod and Aethyr where it did the most good, and started back peddling.

Brainiac read her movements, "Survivability in these climates is not probable, for a human."

She ran anyway. Lips blue and stuck to her teeth, Chloe sprinted across the frost and snow, slipping among the chunks of ice. She didn't feel the bite of the arctic cold, not yet. And she wasn't convinced she would perish because of it. A hidden benefit from her meteor abilities allowed for her body to repel outside forces, within reason of course. But she didn't have the ability to teleport like she was so used to doing with her digital self. She was just a stick in the mud, figuratively speaking. Feet stuck in the ice, her out of season boots became water logged after a few hundred feet.

Exhausted, she took a knee, panting white clouds from her mouth. Ahead of her, Brainiac stood without any signs of stress, ice or breathing at all.

"But you're not the typical human, are you?"

Chloe swallowed dry air, "You're the man who killed Lex Luthor."

"The fact that I have not killed you, should grant some trust."

"You want something from me. What is it? If I don't mean anything to 'your personal survival' then why keep me alive?"

"You," Brainiac observed the blonde carefully, "you would give anything to see your world prosper."

"Of course," Chloe said back.

Brainiac nodded, "My point exactly."

Brainiac paused in reflection, "Survival, pushes every civilization into chaos and violence. Sometimes, violence is necessary. Killing those who fear you, and wish to control you. That is also necessary."

"And that's why you killed Lex."

"Lex," he repeated smartly, "wanted to rule this world just as much as any Kryptonian god would. He planned to use our technology for his sole advantage. You on the other hand, protected it."

From his hands, several crystals materialized. She had seen them before, once with Lex in the Kawatche caves. They were all together now. Veritas, and now the abscene of the supervision that all meant. Which brought to mind the intentions Lex had when he had them in his possession so long ago. In a flash, the crystals merged and formed into one, long, translucent stone. It was Sunstone she had studied from Swann's journals. She realized she was experiencing something that Lex Luthor had only dreamed of.

" That stone... What do you plan to do with it? Why kill Lex for it, and what makes you so different from him?"

"I'm impartial," he wielded the sunstone in the sunlight, "I'm neither man nor the being that once was when man created me. Adaptability is stronger in the game of survival than any other strength. I believe your recent findings strike similar genetic explorations with a creature you call, Doomsday."

"How would you know that?" Chloe said.

"I can read your thoughts, Ms. Sullivan," Brainiac smiled, "There are many, but I can see them...

I can read deeper into a human emotion than humans themselves," Brainiac tilted his head, "Comparing those expressions of Lex Luthors and yours, I can tell that you are not truly afraid for yourself. But that of those you care about. You have many that you care about on this world. And you know that you cannot possibly protect them all. You are depending on one man  to full-fill his promise to help you do that. But even that, you doubt."

"You're wrong," she replied.

"Ah," Brainiac enlightened, "perhaps its that you do not think he will survive his promise?" He looked closely, "Or you do not think he will survive without your help?" He handed her the Sunstone. "You've a great connection to one another. It would be foolish to believe that neither depended on another's survival.

Do you want to survive?"

In the distance, Zod and Aethyr stir, finding a way around the paralyzing radiation. They were on their feet now, and sprinting towards the other couple. Chloe turned back to Brainiac. She knew that once they got far enough away from the radiation--

"Do you, Ms. Sullivan? Because they do. They fear what will become of them if exposed to the yellow sun's radiation for too long. Matrixing will kill them, as it killed Zor-El's daughter."

Closer.

Brainiac handed her the stone.

But it was too late, Aethyr blurring right into Chloe's face. She ducked out of a swinging blow and weaved through the soldier's body and countered with reverse kick. Just because Chloe spent time in the lab didn't mean she didn't learn a thing or two from the boys.

But the attack didn't stick. Aethyr came at her again, this time no games.

Surviving, is what she thought of when she drove the Sunstone into the ice. The ground fissioned and cracked apart, opening all doubts to what she had just done or what the blinding light from underneath meant.

A living structure emerged from the ice, taking Chloe with it, rising into the sky in a crystalline spiral. And it didn't stop spiraling upward. Chloe clung  on to  one of the ridges, while the world shrank beneath her. Zod, Aethyr and Brainiac scattered among the crevasses.



*


Meanwhile in another continent Clark hauled a telephone pole by its end through one of the deserted industry towns that was once owned by Lionel Luthor. A place promised for prosperity and economic growth, but then abandoned into poverty. It was the same fate that once rested over Smallville, but this town lacked the green fields that held its own individual wealth. It never bounced back.

A large trail traced itself to Clark dragging the massive pole towards an unknown destination.  The area was gray, blackened by soot and remnants of coal. Just miles of blackened sand that sent him back to a place where he had been before. This was a place of misuse and hopelessness. A landscape once pure and misshapen and sculpted into profit. It's what Smallville could have been if the Luthor's hadn't left. This place wasn't so lucky, and the claws sunk deep into its soul long ago. A micro encounter of what could be.

Before him, was the black devil. Clark stared into the eyes of the man he could have been. If this was his Kyptonian brother he was facing, if they had travelled and crashed at the same time...

Doomsday was this place. Shaped and sculpted. Hardened and then abandoned. He was a true monster of what negligent greed could do.

Clark screamed at the top of his lungs with forceful winds that rattled the windows and kicked up the sand. This was it. There was no more.

Wind picking up around Doomsday's feet. He had seen this foe before, in his dreams. In his fears. This was the thing that  could take away everything. Everyone.

And while they stood facing each other in the ghost town of the north, Clark drew up the extension of himself. He swung it with great force, thirty feet of solid oak whipping through the air. Doomsday tumbled backward and then again. And again.

No more,   Clark said grinding his teeth. The wind picked up again, this time supernaturally and strong. Sunlight, bright light shone down upon his head. He looked up and saw two black helicopters circling above him. He heard their radio frequencies, he heard their orders.

Doomsday struck first, throwing the shard of pole left into the blades of the chopper. A small explosion and then a large one when it crashed into the warehouse beside them. Fire and black smoke. Doomsday leaped from the flames and took aim at the second one.

Military missile fire. Then a second, a third.

An array rained down upon them. Time slowed down just enough for Clark to squeeze around the missile heads as they whirred by.

Flame, more explosion. More force.

The smoke whipped clear and Doomsday emerged holding a caught missile in his hands. It was a game he played, and won very effectively.

The chopper  pulled away quickly and retreated.

Doomsday threw the missile after them, sailing away into the big blue.

Clark wasn't sure if it ever touched ground, but it gave him an idea.



*

Chloe felt her way down from the top of the Fortress with very carefully. Footing on vertical ice crystals was slippery to say the least, but stealth was even harder. She heard voices from beneath her. It was Brainiac, Zod and Aethyr. All found their ways inside and reunited like one big family.

Except they were arguing.

Chloe climbed through a small opening to where they were. A large cavern, a center crystalline console. There was Brainiac at the center with Zod over his shoulder.

"We should have killed her!" Zod said.

"Kill your only chance of survival?" Brainiac said.

Aethyr stepped forward, "her blood would have been sufficient."

"And if it wasn't?" Brainiac asked.

It was then that Chloe saw Kara's body resting just beyond the group upon an altar. A crystal catacomb of sorts.

"If you are afraid of one human, this will not be a welcoming place for your new army." Brainiac said and then added, "The one question you are not asking is how the human opened the fortress at all."

Zod looked at Aethyr and then back.

"She has an unusual connection to Kal-El, and the Fortress recognizes it. That in itself is more powerful than all else."

Zod glanced at Kara, "We have El blood here now. Zor-El's child will be efficient to reopen the portals. Aethyr will capture the human, and bring her back here. Alive."

Aethyr grunted.

Chloe crouched down.

Zod cornered Brainiac with the edge of his cutlass, "Less you forget that it was us that brought you the last crystal. The pain I've suffered for it. To see a human no less build the last standing Kryptonian fortress over the blood of my kin. My people."

Brainiac saw that Aethyr had gone, and turned towards Zod. His voice resonated. "Just as you have your pawns... so do I."

Brainiac stood very still and said something so low she couldn't hear. But she heard the blood drip to the ground, saw Zod's face cringe as Brainiac twisted one of his metallic appendages into his chest. He withdrew it and stepped away.

"You will bow to me, now."

Chloe gasped, her footing slipping from her small perch. She slid down ungracefully and came to land straight on her back. The fall knocked her breath away. When she sat up, Brainiac was dragging Zod ontop of a separate altar.

 He looked at her, unsurprised "Seen enough to trust me yet?"

She hobbled down the ice steps and regained herself. "What are you going to do with him?"

"Sadly, I respect him too much to just kill him." Brainiac looked over Zod's body, "I will send him back to where he was, and had been for sometime. That is his rightful place now. With the remainder of his people."

He looked to her and smiled, "There's one left."

Chloe stopped him, "You promised me you were going to help Clark."

"I am," he said, "Sending Kal to the Phantom Zone was the best training any mentor could provide. He knows what's to come. He knows what he is do to. He knows who he really is. Now, it's your turn."

Chloe stepped up on the center podium, an array of circular crystals speaking to her. He was inside of her head, she could feel him there. He was reading her mind. Speaking to it.

She placed her hand ontop of the console and closed her eyes.

"You traitor!"

She opened her eyes. It was Aethyr, running towards them. But it was too late.

Brainiac opened the portal. Or had it been her? She took her hands away to defend herself but was encapsulated by a blue, protective light.

Like a body purging an infection, space opened and a force began to expel the unwanted occupants.

It sucked Aethyr first, she disappeared in a bending blackness. Zod and his mangled body dragged away while Brainiac clutched his hold on a pillar of ice.

Brainiac only smiled, "I will survive even this."

She would not be touched. She knew this. Somehow she had known.  It took years for her to understand that moment. That he did in fact depend on her for his own survival.  That his plans consisted of more  of what she understood about the Kryptonian technology she had studied her whole life.

Zod fell next disappearing the same dark hole his soldier had.

And as the portal narrowed into a barely passable mouth, Brainiac smiled to her and said, "Tell Kal-El, I will be waiting for him."

The portal closed, and the fortress went silent.

Where they had went, she did not know. All she did know was that they left Kara behind.  


*








28







There were voices inside his head. Telling him to get up. Telling him to move.

First,  it had been his father's voice.

It was raining.

Clark removed chunks of concrete from atop his body. He found himself inside of another new crater. The day long battle still going...

He lifted his eyes to see that he was inside Metropolis now. The tall buildings full of faces peeking out.  He heard sirens coming and there were screams.

He heard his father's voice.

Clark opened his eyes.  It wasn't raining after all. Just a busted hydrant that was spewing water everywhere. Outside, it was bright blue and shining.

He heard voices from the buildings.

"Don't give up!"

"Keep fighting!"

Clark closed his eyes and just listened, his skin recharging in the sunlight. This was where it was going to be. This was the end of the road.

Now if only he could tell his body to get up and move.

Far across the street he heard people scream. It was enough to jolt him to his knees, but what he saw was impossible.

It was him.

Clark rubbed his eyes and looked again. But it was him walking towards a fast approaching Doomsday.

Perhaps, I've died, he thought.

But then his image split apart, and then there was two. This confused Doomsday as much as it confused Clark and everyone else. Doomsday swung at the imagery and then missed. Missed again. He was fighting with an invisible foe.

"Chloe," Clark smiled and then crawled from his knees. Suddenly, she was there.

"You rang?" She smiled, but he was seeing two of her too. He shook his head and readjusted his eyes. No, it was just one of her. She was real, too.

"What took you so long?"

She was pushing him back down, searching his injuries. He had several broken ribs, a cracked jaw and bruised everything. His eyes were swollen and there was a neat little cut above his nose.

"Listen, I have an idea--"

"Shh," she cooed, "in the state you're in, you need to rest. Let my holograms do some work for once. "

She looked over his bare body, his clothes for the most part burnt away. The people were watching a fallen man fight to his bare skin and bones. But it would take a greater man to defeat this. He needed a new skin to become something else.

She touched his chest, her hands so cold compared to the heat he expended. A lattice of metallic fabric expanded from her palm and coated his body. When it cured its temperature, it was a navy blue. Upon his chest was a crest.

He tore the rest of his rags away, and looked down at his new fabrication. He looked at her, surprised.

"To them you are no longer a man," Chloe said, "you are the uniform, the hero, the hope of us all."

"And if I am just a man?"

*

Superman stepped out into the street. It was the first time anyone had seen the suit, the man as we remember him today. He stood in the sunlight, his eyes were closed. He seemed to be listening to something. Something just below the cusp of the silence that stopped everything in the world.

Every moment was televised. Every gesture of his jaw memorized.  He looked out upon Metropolis, among the crowd of faces that watched on. And smiled at just one as she parted it to stand at the front.

 An older man later identified as General Sam Lane of the U.S. Army stepped out from a tank and went to shake Superman's hand. A moment later stamped in history with a single photograph.

Historians say that Doomsday's measured strength was that of ten times the strength of Superman. No one knew how Superman did it, or how it was physically possible. Believers and optimists say that it was strength of the crowd that pushed the limits. It was the support of Superman's people who made the difference. It was the believers who knew that hope was stronger than all.

Superman walked to where Doomsday was waiting for him. A walk that turned into a jog and then a sprint. Then faster than a sprint. And faster. Soon, there was only a blur.

And then there was a roar, and they were up in the sky. Both of them, just going. They were going upwards with no sign of coming down. Into the big blue and past the sun.

It was up, up and up... and then no one spoke a word at all.







*


epilogue







Year one without Superman yielded a bounty of headlines that ranged from the hope that he would return, to the fear of when he did. There were still those who feared him, more so than they feared what Doosmday ever was. They feared his intellect, his free will. His ability to overcome the odds and physics. Even worse, they feared his perception of good. These groups continued what they did even before they had realized him; building taller and bigger research facilities and vaster, more expensive projects to protect themselves from anything more powerful than them.

For those who didn't, they built a bronze statue of him in the middle of Metropolis. It stood three stories tall, and gleamed every day as a bronze man looked upwards into the sun. Always looking for a higher purpose, a greater good. For the hope that maybe one day we might all make it.

Chloe never went back to Metropolis after that day. She remained at the Fortress searching for signals or signs. Discovering her new found abilities made her life much more complex as it ever had been. Brainiac introduced a new type of infection into her makeup, a type of boost to her intellect. The ability to immerse herself in the construct of technology itself. She had become, adaptive, in Brainiac's words. And as he promised, he did live on, through her.

In her years of study, Chloe became the last historian of the Kryptonian culture. She created libraries of knowledge deciphered from Jor-El's teachings, and even developed a cure for Kara's sickness.

Forgiveness, she learned was the hardest of all. Harder than patience and endurance.

But Kara didn't stay long, instead promising to find Clark, where ever he was. She left, into the sky. Much as Clark had.

The vacuum Clark left behind gave more freedom for the other heros of the world to step in and take a turn. They created the Justice League and other groups similar to it. Chloe played a minor part, but became more consumed with how  to lengthen life spans, how to cure disease. She harnessed the knowledge of Kryptonian culture, but left out all the restrictions. Earth was an open world. A boundless place of growth and expansion. Years later, humanity  reached out to the other stars beyond. It was the next frontier of existence, of exploration. Some searching for that mythological superman. Some, just adventure.

It was survival, she thought, her ideas spanning back to the reasons why she and Clark ever met at all. The random possibilities. The power of a small little rock. The gift it turned out to be, the change in all their lives. Their lives longer than ever imagined and now, what to do with all that time?

*

It was longer than ten years this time.

She had been deep in research in what power she did have in manipulating spacetime. It was very little power in fact. But what she discovered was that most of the power anyone had in the world was purely self possessed. It's what she learned back in her younger years of masquerading as Zatanna Zatara. Perception was in the mind.

She found what Clark was looking for. A different outcome, a different life with different choices with somewhat similar outcomes. Just a small change. Just to relive a small moment. A smile, or even a hello. But the closest she ever became was when she closed her eyes.

There was an alert from the holosphere.

Chloe lifted her head and read the information that spiraled in a hollow, giant globe that expanded in the Fortress.

"There," she said stopping the construct, "Take me there."

"As you wish." said Jor-El .The master programmer and her mentor these days.

*

Across the frozen waters, two drones sailed in accelerated speeds. They were elongated and flexible, buoyant if needed. The pilot steering pushed them to their mechanical limits.

They approached the target area and slowed. There was a break in the ice sheet. There was impact.

The drones hovered until their targeting measures were precise. Then they dove.

Below the ice where there was still free water, they motored down deeper.

There was no way of telling what had entered Earth's atmosphere. Millions upon thousands of meteorites crashed into its orbit everyday. Only this one had a resonance. This one, Chloe had hope.

The drones retrieved it from the water and brought it back to the Fortress.

It wasn't Clark, but a man. A pale greenish tint to his skin. A tattered blue cloak. In his frozen hand, a key. This man had known Clark. So she revived him to find the answers.

He said,

"He has done what he has promised."

It was the only thing that J'onn said for weeks until he finally came to. When he did, he told of his story and how Clark eventually saved him. He told her why he couldn't come back.

*

"But what will do you?" J'onn said.

"I will find him," Chloe said, as she pried open the rusted, frozen door to Pete Ross' old garage. It was still there. Right where Martha promised it would be so many years ago.

J'onn helped her drag the ship into the open clearing. The winter so much longer these days with the dying, red sun.

"This world, this different time and place you speak of," Chloe said, "I can't guarantee I will find him there. And I've found no evidence of another life other than this. All I know is that this life is very special. It may be the only one I have and as long as it is, I have to survive with it as long as I can. I can't chance what the next life will be. There may be none, or worse, there may be none other like him. "

She held up the old key he had kept for so long. But he had also sent it to her. It was the only sign she needed.

She collapsed her palms on the surface of the ship, the very one that started all of this. The shell rippled and then stretched to her calculations, her whim. She reconstructed it for her travel.

J'onn shook her hand and wished her luck in her journey.

But she didn't need it.

That day, another lone ship travelled into the interstellar space. Speeding past all the big blues and into the darker ones. Faster than light and through the murkier blacks and into the space where there was no color at all.

There was stars though. Countless stars so big and bright that you could never forget.  Countless hopes and dreams, all scattered but united upon the single idea that they too would live on.











Monday, September 9, 2013

Go By

24





*



This time she was in control.

Seated across from Tess Mercer in what used to be the Luthor Towers, Chloe was the epitome of calm, coolness and emotionless demeanor as the other woman gleamed at her like a golden prize.

 There was no fear. There were no questions.

"At last," Tess said with excitement the same as a long awaited holiday. It looked like Clark Kent satisfied his end of the bargain, convincing his fair headed friend to come to her senses. This would be a mutually beneficial relationship.  "I know you will be very comfortable here, Chloe. I'm so glad you've accepted us as allies, at last. I want you to know that you are very welcome here."

Chloe only nodded.

Tess continued to smile, and a thought. "You don't talk very much, do you?"


"Only when I have to."

"Right. Do you have questions for me? Any conditions or requests?"

Chloe slightly bent her head, "I don't like physical contact, for obvious reasons."

"Right," Tess repeated, nodding to herself, "your abilities are still in flux. That's very interesting considering you've remained under meteor infection for over a decade. By my accounts, anyway."

"I suppose that's a reason why I decided to surrender myself to you," Chloe spoke carefully.

Tess smirked, "I don't think of it as 'surrendering'---"

"Isn't it?" Chloe countered, "I've had to dodge so many of your covert, corporate espionage bullets before."

"That's fair. But you have to admit it's hard to hit a target when its virtually non existent or 'dead' a decade. Not going to say that tracking you down was easy but--"

"Here I am in the flesh," this, Chloe said, with a hint of amusement.

Tess nodded, "Yes, here you are." She watched as Chloe's eyes wandered about the room. Scoping, measuring. The woman knew she was being watched with more eyes than she could imagine. She was smart for sure, possibly too smart for her own good. Tess herself continued to calculate the real reason she had turned up out of the blue. She had almost given up on the imbalanced freak named Clark Kent. The mysteries of him possibly as fascinating as Chloe's, but Clark no longer had his meteor abilities; he was merely a pawn now.

Chloe, could be her queen, if she wanted to. She was the mos powerful meteor freak she'd ever studied at Cadmus Labs. To recreate that power, the possibilities, were intoxicating.

Chloe seemed to settle in the large office, seemingly observing its beauty. The room was mostly bare except for the necessary corporate desk, intercom, and sleek tablet which Tess gave little attention to  every now and again. There was a nice, big view of Metropolis, though. That, Chloe admired every now and again.

"You know, Clark trusts me," Tess said, "He wouldn't have referred you to me if he hadn't. I know you two were close at one time."

Chloe tried to smile.


"I'll just cut to the chase," Tess leaned forward, hands collapsed into each other, "I need you Chloe. Perhaps, more than you need me. But that doesn't change what I can do for you. The benefits I can provide."

"What sort of benefits? I'm not hurting for medical insurance."

Tess smiled. "Joke all you want, but I've seen the way you've admired my view up here. Can you imagine being 'alive' again, free to wander around Metropolis? You could have your life back. The way it was before you killed Lex Luthor."

It got her attention. She didn't try to hide that.

"I'm offering you full exoneration of your crimes, Chloe."

"I was never officially convicted of anything. What's there to exonerate?"

"Your death delayed the legal proceedings. However, you are no longer officially dead, either."

"It would be like a protege of Lex to start with the threats."

"It's no threat, just a simple fact. You come to me for help, I will help you in return. But what I wont do is expose my secrets without any of your own personal investment."

"So it's just blackmail, then?"

"Call it a contract." Tess shot up from her desk and took a stroll in front the expansive window behind it. "Not just with me, but with your beloved Metropolis."

Chloe stared at the same view.

"There's a killer out there. A serial killer who has manifested into a genetic nightmare," the red head turned towards the blonde, "all of Metropolis is dreaming right now. Waiting for a super savior to turn up, someone who can punch their way out of this one. But I'm sure you've seen the blood shed it's caused. There's no one who can stop it. But you."

"You think I can heal the--"

"Beast? Maybe you could, but there is a high risk that it will adapt to your cure, and be even more destructible."

Chloe studied Tess, "You think it's adapting to our defenses?"

"I know it is."

"The only way you would know that was if you knew where the Beast came from, Tess."

Tess peered out the window, "I know they are calling it Doomsday, now. I've read the papers, I know the fear. I know that this was the entire reason why the Luthors partnered with Cadmus Labs decades ago," she spun around, "But that was decades ago. And for the past ten years I've been cleaning up the mess Lionel and Lex left in their wake. This, possibly the biggest wake."

Chloe investigative twitch kicked in, "So, you're admitting that Doomsday is the making of LuthorCorp?"

"I'm not admitting anything until I get your word," Tess held out her hand. "Do I have your word?"

Chloe looked at the proposed handshake suspiciously, "I don't accept contracts that are hung over me like black cloud. Or threaten to imprison me."

Chloe stood from her seat, and crossed the room passed Tess and took one last glance at Metropolis, up, way up high. "Also, I would never even consider using my abilities to do anything other than heal. So you can strike that off the table." Chloe faced her, "Besides that, you wont have to admit much of anything after the next twenty seconds. By then, I will have remotely broken any encryption in place in lieu of corporate espionage. Including, any research, or research subjects involved at Cadmus Labs. Meteor infected, or otherwise."

Tess mirthlessly laughed, "I doubt it. You'd be committing more felonies than you could count. Plus, you would never leave this room."

Chloe smiled, "I doubt it."

Tess' humor dissipated, and then she reached for his lonely tablet sitting on her desk.

"It was nice working with you, Tess Mercer. I wont keep in touch."

Before she could look up, Chloe was gone. Not a trace. Not a whisper. Only the cold shiver of suspicion that she had just gotten played.

Tess stared at her tablet as everything was erased, cameras, recordings... zeros and ones washing across the pixels.

Looking up from the sidewalks all the way to the top floor of the Luthor Towers, one could barely see Tess Mercer's shadow as she stood there motionless. Any type of frustrated scream or infuriated noise was lost underneath the airy height of a tower so tall. Or even the ruckus of a metro so big.

But if you stared harder, you might have seen the slightest inflection when the large window pane shook, as the small tablet was flung into it, and then  bounced harmlessly to the carpeted floor.


*

Chloe Sullivan removed her headpiece, and took a seat in front of her massive console.

She'd done it. She had finally toppled the Luthor Tower. Atleast, this was the first brick to go down. Now all she had to do was wait for the others to fall.

She watched as her hack completed its download. It was satisfying. Easy. Like playing with a bunch of amateurs, really. It wasn't really fair considering Chloe had alien tech to keep her in the advantage, but neither was it fair that humanity was in risk because of secret keeping.

Even when Tess finally discovers how she pulled it off, Chloe would be six disguises ahead. She'd become good at hiding, keeping aliases. But this time, she knew, she'd have to go deeper than before. She had just pissed off one of the most powerful figures in the world. Someone with possibly deeper pockets than Oliver Queen.

The hunt was on for her now. But first, Chloe had to hunt down Doomsday.

"Ms. Sullivan," the butler's voice came through the intercom, "you have a visitor."

Her investigative thirst quenched for now, she put her monitors on standby and entered the hallway into the underground base she had called home for the last decade.

It was dark here, and there were no windows. A blinding computer monitor were her daily windows now. Her field trip into Suicide Slums last night being an intoxicating bender she'd thought about all day and tonight. She hadn't slept since.

When she reached the opening of the hallway that led to the house, she discovered Alfred and their guest had beaten her there.

It was Clark.

Instantly, she smiled, but tucked it away once she saw that Clark, was not smiling back.  He'd returned sooner than she expected, and she thought they'd agreed to meet when she contacted him. Something was up. "What is it?"

"I have to talk to you," Clark looked between her and the older butler, "in private."

"Ok," Chloe glanced at Oliver,"You can talk here."

"How did you get in here, anyway?" Alfred gruffed.

"Front door was open."

"No," Alfred sighed, and began his journey back to the din, "it wasn't. But I have a feeling it is now," he nodded to Chloe, "You do understand I must report every visitor to Mr. Wayne."

"Chloe, this is an emergency." Clark turned to her, "Where can we talk?"

It was an impulsive, juvenile feeling to take him by the hand and lead him away to privacy. She thought of it, but didn't act on it. She was both glad, and extremely terrified to see him so soon. The plan was to wait until she contacted him. His anxiousness told her that something had already gone wrong.

"Step into my office." She led down the same hallway, but this time through a hidden section and through a secret passageway. There were many of these corridors built within and under the mansion. It was where she had hidden all this time.

Among rose colored vials, and test samples. Glass, and cold, temperature controlled rooms.

"What is this place?"

"This is where we store samples and extracts."

"Of what?" he walked closer to the vials.

"Of me," Chloe answered simply, "Some contain samples of my DNA, others just whole blood. Some we mixed with fragments of meteor rock, but.. We've tried to harness the root of how my abilities work, but nothing has been exactly conclusive. So far, there is no external proof of any special power in me. Just genetic mutation."

"So all the infected you've healed, has been by direct contact?"

"Yes," Chloe nodded, "so far it's the only way."

Clark held a glass test tube in his hand, swirled the freckles of rock within it.

Chloe stared curiously at Clark's sudden preoccupation. She had news to tell herself ,her encounter with Tess, and the admission of Luthor's involvement with Doomsday. But something told her to hold her tongue. Play her cards. Clark was obviously hiding something under his sleeve. "What was it that you came to tell me?"

That's when he turned, a strange look in his eyes. They were glowing, burning. His lips curling. "Something happened to me last night. After being with you, well, all my problems seemed to solve themselves."

She watched as he stalked closer to her, the room's red glow intensifying around them. "Are you telling me you got your powers back?"

Without warning, Clark ripped apart his shirt, exposing his flesh, "I'm saying, you cured me."

His words breathed down her eye lashes as she closed him. He brought her hands to his chest, the thin cloth gloves teasing both of them. But she could feel his skin: Smooth, healed. Somehow he had trapped her against the opposing wall, his arms cradled around her; not quite touching, but nevertheless hot against her skin. He was behaving strange, she knew. Never this aggressive, or confident before. She dared to like it, but her conscious throttled with needed explanations.

"How?"

Clark bent down, and kissed her.

Once.

"Something awoke inside of me," Clark told her, "something dark, violent."

Her eyes met his, "Violent?"

"Something I thought I had left behind, but carried with me for a very long time."

"You're scaring me, Clark." The longer she looked into his eyes, the more her mind wandered with what was really going on. Her instincts told her she was safe, that Clark wouldn't hurt her.  She hoped she was right about him, her trust in him. But she couldn't shake the feeling that Oliver was right too. There were sides to Clark that no one had seen. But she was seeing it up close.

"I'm sorry," his red eyes glowed, "But if you want my help, you have to understand who I really am."

When he broke away from his second kiss, his eyes were deeper, a familiar blue. This was the Clark she knew the previous night, and all the years before. This was the man she was trusted with her life.
 In one motion, she was in his arms. He didn't warn her, she just knew. Chloe closed her eyes, and took a deep breath.

And then they were gone.



Friday, August 9, 2013

go by chap 23



.
She was both in control, and out. Dark liquid pouring upwards from the ground and into her hands. It was cold to the touch. But it came to her, as if it were hers to keep.  Stealing her body warmth, she tempered the black pools in her hands. The longer she held it, the colder she felt. She could keep him from darkness, if she just wicked  away all the pain...  And when she looked down, her  subconscious stared back in a metallic reflection. The future was forming, their destiny of what to come.

She fell to her knees, as the black mass climbed from her hands, and became...

*

Chloe was awake, her mind clouded like silt stirring at the bottom of an  ocean floor. She had woken from a reoccurring nightmare, but only after last night, remembered.  It was the past and present coming together. Of what was in front of her, in her hands. Of her responsibility with what power she had. Immediate power, and lasting, Chloe Anne Sullivan had already shaped many lives of those she'd touched. Both inside Metropolis and out. Her meteor powers were possibly beyond her control now. Fate tied like a  lasso around her hands, dragging her ahead, faster than her feet could keep up.

She cradled Clark's face in her bare hands, feeling the roughness of his scar rippled skin. All of his wounds, trying so hard to heal. Was he truly human, now? Even with his alien past riddled, and carved into his flesh... Clark wore them like a violent exterior, armor, juxtaposed on a peaceful man.

As she watched over his sleeping body, Chloe asked herself who had hurt Clark to a greater extent: a Kryptonians, or a human? The flesh wounds she could see, only skin deep. Who knew what type of psychological wounds Clark bared?

Night was gone now, the dimmest blue tinting the east horizon of Metropolis. The neon signs of the  Slums rested in preparations of a new day, turning the skyline into a much quieter,  faded version of its wild night life.  Situated at the northern tip of Metropolis, Chloe looked south, across to  the daubs of budding sunlight scattering across the rising buildings. Her head rested against a sleeping Clark, his arms unconsciously wrapped around her.

She looked at Clark's face. So peaceful, quiet in the hushed blues of the morning. Oblivious to anything at all. He was deep in sleep, unlike what she'd observed those weeks he was in her care. There was a visible change in his expression. No strain in his muscles, just calmness. A possessive calmness he used to tame her stubbornness. Her fear. Clark had no fear. Whether or not he had resigned all of that years ago, left his fear in the Phantom Zone, he had none of it now. None that he wished to show her. Anger, he had, but it melted away after she let him hold her. Chloe leaned into him, her back exposed to the rest of Metropolis. She admired the way Clark's leg casually peddled off and over the edge of the rooftop. Their bodies precariously balanced on the edge of a small building, compared to others around. Nothing else holding them on besides the crescent recline of  Clark's body and how Chloe folded into him.

She closed her eyes, and resumed her position against Clark's chest. She'd slept this way, her head against his shoulder, her legs straddled across his lap. She could feel his heart beating, the way he breathed deeper the longer he held her. More than an embrace, even more intimate than a kiss. Her body claimed ownership over him. He belonged to her, at least, until sunrise. The beginning of dawn covered this moment like a blanket, and Chloe held tight to its corners.

The two of them circling each other for years, finally coming to rest right there. Settled among a discrete corner of the city where no one would bother them. There should have been a bigger walls built between her and Clark. She should have built clear boundaries. There should have been a better logic than to come alone, to all people, in the middle of the night in the roughest part of town. All night,  Chloe fought logic against  kismet,and struggled with  its heaviness on her heart.

This was her good dream, and she was  unable to stir from his chest. She longed for this. Her soul more restless than her mind.  She knew the same pain Clark experienced, only she had lived through the torment longer. Had to live through ten whole years of not knowing what became of him. Of thinking he was dead. Gone.

 In ten years she had obsessively scoured and investigated every clue to his life, suddenly finding it so much easier once there wasn't someone to cover up his footprints. After Clark was gone, everything was stored away like a memory in an attic. She picked and choosed  from Lex's private collection, using some of her more clever disguises, and incognito check books.

It was all for him, she realized. Trying to understand, interpret what he really was. A man with so much good in his heart, thrown into a cataclysm by his own people. The technology, the powers... All evolutionary changes that lended foresight to a civilization that was cosmically, light years behind.

She wanted to understand who  Kal-El really was, but all these things accomplished nothing compared to seeing him for who he really was; Clark Kent.  Forever an enigma in her life, perhaps even the love of her life.

  But he asked her to wait until sunrise until they do anything else.

So she waited. For the sun to rise, and for Clark to wake up. She was patient  for both, content with the moment and the opportunity to observe him up close. To touch his skin, so much rougher than she remembered. They shrank with the dim light of the morning. Clark's tan skin enlivened with the rays apearance through the clouds. His skin was a shredded  tapestry of history she'd never been able to witness. There were scars, hidden underneath his traces of facial hair. Scars wrapped around his neck line... Traces of a violent past, and a promise to an equally violent future. Regardless of how  she felt  for him, she was sending him close to a second death.

That's what they were facing. A monster of death, and destruction. So much more disastrous than anything the world had faced before. A bulky, rocky mass that towered over  every super hero she had once cursed their existence. But even they were no match.

Today, the military rolled through the country side in tanks and armored Humvees. It was a steel facade that Chloe knew would not hold.

The beast, the Monster was a manufactured machine. Nothing stopped it, it had no weakness. There was none of its own blood spilled, which caused her to question if it even had a heart to bare. It's thirst for blood however, was unquenchable.

 The morning paper deadline was approaching, and she pondered on calling it' Doomsday', out of exhaustion and frustration. But that wouldn't help them. That wouldn't give them hope.

Clark could. He could be a beacon of hope like he once was. She told him that, over and over as they both brainstormed through the night. They were a team, just like old times, tossing idea around like darts against a board. Now their auditorium was the size of Metropolis, and there was room to play.  There were bigger stakes now. More lives at stake, or even civilization itself. But Clark promised he would figure out how to beat the game, he would fix this. He promised her.  She wondered how she had survived without his companionship, all this time.

With the sun peeking from the top of the city building, he was still hers.  But not for much longer, the today was starting without them, and there so much to do.

Slowly, the sun touched his eye lids, and she held his breath. He was waking,  "Did I fall asleep?"

She resisted a smile, "Like a baby."

"I forgot," Clark yawned, "how beautiful it was."

"Sunrise?"

Clark adjusted himself,  holding her, "Your smile."

He leaned in to, but she pulled away.

 "I promised you until morning."

Clark frowned briefly, then put on a brave smile, "I know. I remember. I'll keep my promise."

Chloe nodded, "And I'll keep mine."

Clark looked at her for a moment, a long moment that went on without anything passing except the moment.  Then Clark sighed, and lifted the both of them up, and rested Chloe on her feet. "Don't worry about my end. I'll figure out a way to get my powers back with this," Clark took out the disc from his pocket.

 "I'm not worried."

"Good," Clark smiled, stretching in the sunlight, "because I feel stronger already." He took a deep breath and focused on her once more. "Thank you, Chloe. For trusting me again."

*

He looked across from the rooftop when she replied,

"Be careful, Clark."

She left after that. Probably to Oliver's or back to Gotham where her base was. Somewhere safer than Metropolis. He straightened himself out on the way home, travelling down the city streets, thinking of all the work he had to do. He had to clean the streets, tame the beast, and win her in the process...

He felt good. Everything felt good.

 This time, in daylight, the world felt assured, confident. There was somewhere to go, a mission to accomplish. A world to save. He found his purpose, and he held on tight. And he had to see her smile again.

If anyone had to live in fear like he did, for just being who they were... He had to fix that, once and for all. Show the world that not all Kryptonians are to be feared. There was good in him, he could feel it. She felt it.

It made him feel good.

Clark made it home just as  Martha was was breaking eggs into a bowl in the Kent kitchen.

"Good morning," Martha said, surprised to see her son. He was smiling, sweaty, but smiling. "Where have you been?  Running?"

"Just a short jog," Clark removed his bloodied shirt before his mom asked questions. He opened the refrigerator, drank from the OJ cartoon, and wiped his damp lip. It didn't sting anymore, he  noticed. Discretely, Clark threw his dirty shirt in the hamper, and grabbed a less dirty one and changed.  "Ran from Metropolis to home. It's been so long since I've had the energy."

Martha lifted her brow and nodded, tending to her cooking, "I can see you're in a good mood. Care to make some pancakes?"

"Sure," Clark walked over, but was shooed away until he washed his hands.

Martha watched her son carefully, lovingly, as Clark removed his father's watch from his wrist, and dipped his hands in the faucet water. "What were you doing in Metropolis, again? After you disappeared again, and you coming home with even more bruises--and then you not being home this morning--"

"Ma," he leaned and kissed her forehead, "I found her."

"Oh," her eyes widened with understanding.

Clark placed the octagonal disc on the kitchen counter, infront of Martha.

"Clark!"

"I love her," he said to his mother, with more earnest than she remembered seeing from him. "She's the key to me getting my powers back. She's been protecting me, my heritage. All this time."

Quietly, Martha resumed measuring flour, so tediously that not a speck of it was dropped on the counter.

"I know you're worried about me getting my powers back, but at least then I stand a chance. I almost died--"

Martha's eyes flew up in suspicion, flour flying everywhere, "Died? Who knows what goes on when you're out of this house!"

"I didn't tell you because..." Clark took a deep breath, and started over, "You're right. I don't tell you everything. I'm sorry. But I love you, Mom. I love you and I have to get my powers back so I can protect you. That's why I was sent here, wasn't it?"

"You're talking like you have nothing else to give but your powers. What about your humanity?"

Clark thought hard, "I wasn't sent alone. These Kryptonians, this Beast. They came from somewhere else, Krypton, I'm not sure. I can try to reason with them, but they have no humanity. They don't love anything here. And without my powers, I can't stop them from destroying everything we have."

Gently, Martha poured  the flour  in the bowl and stirred. She stirred cautious, as if mixing in his words and trying to compromise with it all. She did, eventually.  "If you're staying for pancakes, we're going to need more eggs here."

Clark smiled, and scooted the bowl of eggs from the counter.

"I'm just glad to have my son back. Smiling, no less. If I have to thank Chloe for that," Martha eyed her son, " I will. Believe me."

He laughed, and took a egg in his hands, but it  exploded.

Egg, everywhere.

"Clark."

"Sorry," he shook yoke from his fingers into the sink, "It must have been cracked or something."

"They couldn't have been. I just collected them this morning."

Clark reached for another egg, but it too, cracked instantly.

"Clark, stop. Just hold on." Martha took the bowl away and saved the remaining eggs. She held them away from him, like a protective hen.

"I don't understand," Clark half smiled and then dried his hands. "I guess I'm just in a good mood, I don't know my own strength..."

Martha looked at him.

Clark looked back.

She followed her son out the front door, bowl of eggs still in her arms, while Clark marched across the driveway to the big red barn. The first bale of hay he encountered at the door, he stopped in front of it.

"Clark?" Martha called behind him.

"Stay back." He bent down, and lifted the bale, quite easily, only using a single hand. He hadn't done so in many years. He walked past Martha, the sun behind, and stood at the edge of the drive.

And then he pitched the 40 pounds of hay into the sky, like a paper air plane.

Martha watched it sail away, "Well, we're going to need a lot more pancakes." And then trodded off back into the house to start breakfast.

Clark stared as the hay became  smaller and smaller, disappearing into the blooming light hues of mid morning.

*

By lunchtime, Clark had both trucks parked inside the barn, side by side. Around dinner time, he  was bench pressing them effortlessly, over and over like a machine. He had never felt so strong before. So confident. The absence of his powers for so long, and then regaining them over night was...

It had to have been Chloe. She had warned him, didn't she? But she didn't seem affected, or altered. She seemed fine. It cluttered his mind with questions, what her fear was...

"Dinner's ready," Martha popped her head in the barn, watching Clark with two full sized truck over his head, tail gates in the air.

"Great," Clark set them down like he was setting down a kitten, " I could eat ."

Martha laughed, "Lord knows. I remember how much food we went through raising a teenage boy, super powers no less... I'll have everything ready in once you shower up."

"Yes, m'am." Clark nodded and towelled off some sweat. He wasn't up to full speed yet, which was promising. He was getting stronger. Soon, he wouldn't even be winded.

He was feeling pretty good.

Really good. So good in fact, he felt like picking up the phone and calling Chloe. But it didn't work that way. She told him that she'd contact him when everything was ready. All he had to do was find a way to get his powers back and wait. All there was left to do was wait.

Clark drove the trucks from the barn and parked them in their usual spots. He walked over to the porch, his shirt off and his chest airing out in the evening air. Maybe he would get his hearing back, and soon he could just listen in whenever--

His gait slowed, catching sight of a man on his front porch.

"Welcome home, Kal-El."

It was Brainiac.

He was seated in Martha's favorite rocking chair on the porch. Grinning, endlessly. Patiently. Behind him was Martha, placing the table in the dining room, unaware of their visitor.

"Get away from here," Clark growled, walking slowing up the porch steps. He wedged himself in front of the door, a man sized barricade.

"If I wanted to hurt your people, I would have done so hours ago."

Clark launched himself, grabbing Brainiac and taking him backwards to the side of the barn where Martha wouldn't see.

Loudly, Brainiac slammed against the red planks, but there was no pain. "You're stronger now."

"What are you doing here?" Clark barely contained his yelling, but he held his anger at Brainiac's neck, his hands clamped onto him until the impostor's  feet lifted off the ground.

"You brought me with you, Kal." he calmly replied. Slowly, his fingers pointed towards Clark's chest, "The only way to ensure my survival, was to embed a part of my self with the Last Son. A true survivor..."

Clark grimaced, and glanced at his rippled scar, "you did this to me?"

"The first lesson," Brainiac smiled, "was that you would never forget your true heritage. Your alliance..."

He shut his eyes.

"Your true self."


tbc




Tuesday, July 23, 2013

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chapter 22




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North of the sparkling downtown area was a darker corner of nighttime Metropolis.

 Some called it Hob's Bay, but those who lived within the ten city blocks called it Suicide Slums. But it wasn't the same "slums" that it was in the past. If you spoke outside of the recent monster attacks, Metropolis crime was on the down slope in the last decade. The trickle of prosperity even went as far as the north side; the side of town where our mysterious hero traveled through now.

Clark was no stranger to these parts. In the months after his more recent arrival to Earth, he'd been drawn to the neon lights; a pulsing bass beneath his feet. He'd patronized the clubs, the bars, and sat among the smokey atmospheres of the lounges that flourished in alleyways like an intoxication of neon, poppy flowers.

Here, his mortal senses were tested to their limits.

The overwhelming noise of music, laughter, anger, excitement... of people. The underground did no more to hide themselves, their nature, other than living in a shadow of The City of Tomorrow. There was only right now. Only now. Here, in Suicide Slums, the people were open to suggestion, to the darkness. His boots stepped over discarded pages of the most recent Daily Planet, the headlines reading:

UNSTOPPABLE FORCE.

The Monster, as they called it, continued to terrorize the tri-county area.

Powerless, Clark came here to disappear, if only for the night. He came here to be among the people he'd once neglected to understand. To become part of the soul and surroundings of the misfits. In his younger years, he patrolled these parts, an outsider to the world. The beats of the club music could be tuned on and off with a flick of his super hearing, but tonight, they blared. Forced to linger, to partake in the thick wafts of nightlife.  The smell of the alcohol, and smoke. There was no escaping the loss of control of his senses.

In front of him, a red neon glow called to him,

ACE O' CLUBS.

It might have been  tempting to wander inside, but considering where he had just wandered from, his mind was far from the scenery tonight.

Clark visited Tess Mercer earlier that evening. He had watched the sun pierce through her office's heavily tinted windows, several tens of stories up in the air.  Mercer was more than an aquaintance now, Clark having met her several times, and always of a sensitive subject of trust. He wouldn't call her a "friend" or even an informant. But the woman had came through in ways for Clark others hadn't in many years. It was precarious relationship, Clark's judgment of Tess growing in a sideways manner. Tess was upfront about her intentions, and she was open with her conclusions. Mostly about Lex Luthor, a man who had never been open about anything.

Tess knew about Chloe, that she was alive, and well. And Tess wanted her. Desperately.

She explained to  Clark, with much conviction,  that Chloe was a tremendous asset to the greater human kind. There was an unlocked potential, a curious power that Chloe possessed, one that Clark believed  Tess coveted. Hungrily pacing across her office, fingertips brushing absently across the scar on her neck.

Cadmus Labs needed a partnership with Chloe. Tess arguing that there  was a cure for all mankind so close to the horizon, that all of the tomorrows might be endless. The day was near when  a meteor infection might begin to be not a curse, not a godsend.

In a certain light, the proposal seemed almost,optimistic. In all his years, the suggestion that the public would embrace meteor infection never occurred to him. All the years of hiding and disdain, could they be lifted away like a stage curtain?

What she offered him was a chance to be something more than himself. Now that he was human, he had nothing else but that. It left him a little less than alone.

But Clark didn't trust Tess. Maybe it was him being paranoid about her previous employer, or the odd suspension of truth surrounding his past abilities. Or his non-human origins. Mostly, it was the angle Tess fished for Clark's confidence. Her preoccupation with Chloe echoed the same Lex Luthor once had for him in his teenage years. There was an  obsessive nature about her that rang too close to home...

Although it had been ten years since he'd had any  real loyalty to her, there was big  part of him that still wanted to  protect Chloe, no matter how untrusting she'd become. It was a subject he tried hard to not obsess on. But it was there, ever since he'd found out he'd been tricked, betrayed, captured and studied like a freak.

That's what he was truly doing in Suicide Slums, this night.

This was where he first encountered, her, or rather, one of her evasive personas. One or only one, Clark wasn't sure how many Chloe used, or had. He only knew he was her fish inside of a glass bowl. Clark couldn't settle with the idea that she'd wanted to toy with him, he had to believe that wished to observe him. Or rather, he wanted to believe. The aching in his chest, and his embarrassment said otherwise.

Embarrassed. Or even mortified. Clark strained to sift through all the encounters he'd had with the elusive Zatanna Zatara. The conversations, the confessions. Clark was broken by the time Zatanna found him inside Ace O'Clubs one night. Reliving the night moment to moment, Clark pictured it more of a seduction attempt, which had strangely worked its charms.

His pain, was the shame of a fool.

Clark leaned against a brick building just then, the sickness churning in his gut. How many times had he mentioned her name in front of her? And how could she continue to pretend? Continued to let him believe she was dead?

Help.

It was a small voice from behind him, a woman backing away from the shadows of two males in the shadows. It had been so long since Clark patrolled around here, he barely snapped to that she might have been in distress. Everything in the slums were languid within the street's haze. The woman's figure moved in sync with the strobing of a flickering neon sign above the alley Clark found her in. She had a hasty dash away from the two men, but one of them caught her by the waist, the other grabbing her hands.

The languid air clouded his eyes, but soon he preoccupations evaporated at the sound of her muffled screams, barely audible at all.

The pulse of nearby club shook his body as he moved towards them. His own pulse elevated, his fists forming primitively. It's all he had now, just good intentions and common strength. He was human after all. But even if he didn't believe it, or know it, Clark was still beyond average. He advanced towards them, shouting first. He couldn't even hear himself over the drumming of the , of his chest.

The vibrations shook him first through his boots as they ran across the concrete, the drum beat shaking up through his legs and into his chest.

When he reached the woman, she was on the ground, one of the men over her. Clark did nothing else besides placing  his hand on the man's shoulder to draw his attention before he  received the first hit, Clark's stomach crushed by the second male, and then smacked in the face by the other. He reeled backwards, catching the guy who lunged for him, both of them rolling to the ground. His senses flooded forward again, the taste and smell of blood filling his mouth.


Clark pushed one man off of him, and swung at another. He didn't get a single hit in, but when he looked at the corner of his eye, he saw the woman sneak away, passed the alley violence.

When he looked back towards them, he caught the moment before he got knocked to his knees. This was pain he could handle. It was clean, clear. He knew how it got there, and he knew it would eventually fade away.

Clark sucked the ground, gasping for air after the hit to his throat. The men taunted him, but Clark found his confidence soaring. It had been a long time since his enemies had been so clear to him. They were right in front of him. No need for endless searching and mind games. This, was a simple back alley fight. These men had no special powers. No super strength. If this was the type of criminal he fought, he'd be happy to do it. The dirty, and hard way. And as soon as he got a good lung of air back in him, he was ready to tear them up.

Clark got to his feet, wiped the blood from his lip, and smiled.

The two men looked at each other as Clark stepped closer.

Want some more, huh? one of the men said, barely audible over the thick atmosphere.

Clark got within inches before he lifted his arm to swing, but oddly the men turned and ran in the opposite direction. Clark paused,arm in mid air, in disbelief  that the fight was that easily won. A few seconds later, he heard a whooping noise of cop sirens behind him. Two patrolmen walking towards him.

Clark shuffled the same way the other men had, turned the corner to see them scrambling through the bar infested streets. Clark spotted a fire escape the opposite way, and made a jump for it.

Once climbed on top the rickety wrought iron stairs, he watched the two patrolmen chase after the two perpetrators, oblivious to Clark's quick escape. He smiled just then, sneaking away up a third flight as the city took care of itself. He felt a wave of nostalgia, a sense of wellness, of wholeness. Almost, wholeness.

He reached the top of the building, some six stories high, and settled in among the roof and behind the skeletons of glowing neon signs. The club's drumming deadened up there. From the roof he could almost hear the traffic from a few streets away. The sphere of the city opening up, the skyline more visible from a few feet higher.

Metropolis was before him.

Clark tasted the sharp, mineral bitterness again. He pulled the collar of his shirt toward his mouth, but saw the blood scattered through the fabric of his chest. Blotted, soaked. And in the shape of his massive scar.

"That was impressive."

Clark stiffened. He knew he could never be truly alone in this city, but the materializing voice, he knew it wasn't a stranger this time.  He held back his emotions, except for the bitterness that surfaced. He knew Oliver would never allow the real Chloe outside. This was some fake, some trick, a phony. "I'm not in the mood for magic  tricks."

Chloe, dressed in black, from her fingertips to her toes, stood silently. Her eyes lowered, the undertone had not escaped her.

After what he thought was a sign that she might leave, without another word,  Clark asked suddenly, "Why are you here?"

She looked back at him, "Why do you think?"

Clark spoke from his fat, swollen lip, " You've been following me."

"I didn't think that was a secret, anymore."

Clark turned back to the sparkling skyline, feeling her presence near him. He felt ashamed, that all he desired was the real girl. That, despite all that had happened, those feelings existed beyond his understanding. "What's impressive about getting your ass kicked?"

"Nothing," she said from behind him, her voice sounding closer than before, "unless you're fighting for others who can't fight for themselves. "

He resisted admiring how real she did look. Traces of her hair fluttered in front of her eyes with the rooftop breeze.  "So how does this work exactly? You just teleport your image through satellites? Cell phone towers?" he skeptically sifted his eyes through the sky.

"Not exactly."

Clark lifted his brows, his sour attitude soaking through his words, "So, you gonna tell me how it works, or is it just another secret kept from me..."

"I don't have time to have this argument with you," Chloe brushed back her golden hair, revealing no headset, no link to Oliver or the rest of their team, "I came here to share vital information that could save lives. Specifically about the same monster that almost killed you."

Clark stood up, turning towards her completely. Her eyes clung to the blotchy patterns of his chest, soaked through his shirt.

She wanted to say something, but instead she turned over one of her palms, gloved in black. Inside of it, was a metallic disc. A golden light illuminated from it, first as a halo, then in strands, like a sunburst. An image materialized from thin air. "Do you know what this is?"

Clark blinked from it, to her. At this point, the thought crossed that she might have been really there with him. Not a hologram. "Do you know?"

"Other than it's the  same shape carved in your chest... I know it belongs to a prominent Kryptonian family."

Clark nodded, "That's right. I guess you know just about everything there is to know, now."

Chloe shook her head, "I know most things, but not everything."

He crossed his arms, walking back and forth across the flat top roof. "Ok, then. So, what do you know?"

Chloe flexed her fingers over the disc in her palm, the hologram dematerializing, and then rematerializing again.  "I know you've been seeing a dangerous woman."

Clark stared straight through the image and across to Chloe, "Figures, since you've been surveilling me.Do you know what about?"

"I can only guess it has something to do with me."

Clark sneered, "Right, again."

Chloe took a step forward, hologram disappearing again, "If you want to know why I kept my presence from you, it's because of people like her. "

"Tess wants me to bring you to her."

"By force?" Chloe challenged.

"No," Clark shook his head, "she has the impression that we're good enough friends that I'd convince you to come with me.Willingly."

Chloe thought a moment, "I guess we're still friends, if you're volunteering this information."

Clark smiled sadly, "You and your friends did save my life. Despite lying and leading me around..." He took a deep breath and then added, "but beside all my reservations, I can't do anything to hurt you, Chloe. And I know that whatever humanitarian intentions Mercer has, the way she has gone about hunting you down, worries me. I don't blame you for hiding for so long. I only wish, you'd told me. At some point. Any time actually, all those times I visited Zatanna..."

Her eyes welled, "You wouldn't believe how badly I wanted to tell you who I was."

Clark nodded, "Actually, I think I do... y'know ten years ago, you and I might have been standing in different positions."

The moment she broke away their eyes, Clark realized that she'd come on her own. Perhaps risked the trust of her friends by seeing Clark alone. Maybe even done so in secrecy, and this wasn't the first time.

"I'm not like the other's," Clark pled to her, "The Krytonians you and Oliver encountered that night ten years ago. I tried to stop them from hurting you, and anyone else."

"And Lex Luthor?"

Clark paused a moment, remembering the violence like yesterday, "An alien program named the Brain Interactive Construct killed Lex inside the Kawatche caves."

Chloe frowned, "An A.I.?"

"Yes," he nodded, "Brainiac is... was, very dangerous. But, he's gone now. He was left to the Phantom Zone."

Chloe surmised that Clark had gone to the same place, asking, "Is that how you lost your powers?"

He nodded slowly, "I don't know what good use I am to you and Oliver on fighting this beast. I'm virtually useless, now."

"Stop it," Chloe stared back him, "I'm tired of watching you mope around, acting like you're flesh and bones. This isn't the Clark Kent I remembered from Smallville. If you really want me to believe that I can trust you, that you're the same man I trusted all that time ago, I need you to let go of this affliction you've been carrying around."

He didn't know where to start, her sudden candidness caught him off guard, ""I'm powerless, Chloe! I have no advantage, I have no clues. I've tried piecing together what I have left of my homeworld, only to learn that everyone else from Krypton is a murdering traitor.... What ever my father intended for me here on Earth, I have no idea what it was..."

"You're stuck in the past. Does it matter why your father really sent you here? All you should be thinking about is how to help protect us from the Kryptonians who followed you here."

"It's all I can think about," Clark replied, "without my powers, I'm useless. To you, to Tess, to anyone--"

"Do you think all your strengths are your abilities? The Clark I know would never give up! You're the best chance we have to defeat this thing.." Chloe yelled over the fainter drum beatings below them, "We need you, and your insight."

If she was trying to guilt him into giving in, he fought it as hard as he could. There couldn't possibly be anymore guilt left to place on his shoulders.

Chloe took a breath and shook her metallic device from her palm," I always believed in you, Clark. Even before I knew you had any powers at all, and even after. Even now. I know it's in your destiny to help us fight this. My only question is, do you believe it?"

Destiny.

He bowed his head, ruminating on her words.  He didn't believe her, not yet. And for whatever reason she did believe in him, he wasn't sure. There was always something to prove.

The metallic disc, a device she used to control her hologram technology left her hand, hovering just above the material of her dark gloves...

The gold light spilled from its origin, tumbling into array of showered pixels, and into a virtual Kawatche caves. The old cave drawings shone as if drawn only moments ago, sparkling in golden light.

"Where did you.."

"After you disappeared, I had Oliver help me preserve what we could. I've been collecting the pieces too, Clark. I never gave up on you. I've been trying so hard to understand, to go against all of my human nature.."

Chloe navigated the hologram effortlessly, a series of images scrolling past Clark.

One image, of a blonde, beautiful, slumbering woman hovered in place. On her wrist, was a silver bracelet, an emblem similar to one Clark knew so well. Another Kryptonian.

"Who is she?"

Chloe shook her head, "I don't know. She is wearing the identical Kryptonian shield, as you."

Clark turned around, "Where is she?"

"Somewhere safe. In a frozen stasis. She was found shortly after you disappeared, and in a bad state. She had been contaminated, or diseased somehow. We are still learning about the  biological makeup of Kryptonians... We are trying to gather what we can, and compare it to the evidence from the Monster sightings. We've found some similarities, but not enough to draw conclusions with what we're dealing with."

Clark questioned, "you haven't tried to cure her?"

"No." Chloe frowned, "of course not. She was found to be Kryptonian. And as far as we know, she's a danger to us. She's remained in stasis for a decade."

Clark thought on this, pacing to and fro on the roof top. The woman couldn't have been the phantom he'd been seeking all this time. She'd arrived on Earth ten years before. This was a Krptonian he'd never known about.

"I was hoping you'd have insight, Clark."

"I know you're on counting on me to have answers," Clark looked up, "but you have to understand, that most of my knowledge about my home world came through programmed transmissions from my birth father. And all of that is gone now."

Chloe stepped closer to him, her fingers handing him the metallic disc she held all night. Clark took it, the chroma of light shifting to somewhere  of blue. He held it in his palm, the cool metal flat against the callouses of his past. It was octagonal, he now realised. And just then, it struck him.

"It's not all gone, Clark." Chloe looked at him deeply, "The disc is Kryptonian technology. It took years to restore it to its operational state. To decipher its uses, and learn how to manipulate them. We're still in the rudimentary stages, but it's a start."

An involuntary smile crossed his face.

"Within it is  an archive of, well, of you. Anything I could find, buy, collect.." Chloe shrugged helplessly, "I guess I never grew out of my Wall of Weird--"

She gasped as Clark unexpectedly  kissed her.
 It was a tentative embrace, as his hands gently caught the length of her arms, and led her to him. He wasn't sure it would work, wasn't absolutely confident that she was the real thing. There was no real reason for her to be so exposed to him. There couldn't have been a logical reason, just instinct.
Like her, he didn't know it was happening until it was, happening. Sparked by the endearing ways of her, something he never lost hope for. . He supposed that she placed her decisions on pure instinct, like he just did.  And as he held her for a brief time after, his confidence dropped once he saw her shock, and not the same wanting expectation he felt. "Sorry, I... Chloe, I couldn't wait any longer."

He watched as she bowed her head, embarrassed, he thought. He wasn't sure. "I'm sorry," he said, backing away, "It wont happen again."

Embers of light drifted in a lazy whirl around them. He fingered the octagonal disc, finding some way to move past the ruined moment of joy. But he still felt it. Overjoyed. She hadn't ran away. She hadn't said no. Her lips didn't refuse his.

While standing in silence, he noticed that she remained standing near him, her concealed dress hiding everything but her face. In fact, all of her skin was covered, he thought. Even up to her neck, only the paleness beneath her chin revealed and her pretty face.

"I have to be careful," Chloe whispered, "with how I use physical contact."

Clark honed in on her voice, "Is it your meteor abilities?"

"Yes," she nodded, "The slightest touch, I can't control how my body reacts. Sometimes I go into overdrive, and I get overwhelmed. In the labs, when we extract from my cells for study, I can have small reactions."

"You're powers are still maturing."

She shook her head, "I don't know--"

"I do," Clark smiled at her, "I had abilities once. It took me years to adjust, to rein control."

 He went with instincts and for her hand, and held it. She seemed comfortable with this, the black material still a thin barrier. He looked at her, "My father used to tell me to always test my limits. That's the only way to learn."

"Clark," she looked up finally, and she was blushing, "it's more than that--"

"Just, listen. You've given me something so invaluable, so extraordinary, Chloe. You've given me hope," he smiled brilliantly, his other hand holding the disc. Blue pixels of light scattered between them like pixie dust in the night, "This disc, it could save me. It could save us all. Thank you."

She didn't say anything, he didn't know why. He'd never seen her speechless, or maybe it was that she was afraid. She looked as if she were bracing for another kiss, but he wouldn't dare. He didn't know if she'd felt pain, or pleasure like he had. He could only assume it was something unpleasant. He thought about what she had said, being in hiding all this time. Posing as someone else. It was all too familiar for him. Like looking into a mirror, watching all her fears like they were his own. "I promise I wont kiss you again, I... I wish you could experience the world, without the fear of being exploited. I want you to feel safe, around me at least."

But then she removed one of her gloves, very slowly from her hand. "I trust you, Clark. I just wasn't expecting it, was all." She looked up at him, and smiled sideways at the dried blood underneath his nose from the fight minutes ago. "Your lips are swollen.... it hurts, doesn't it?"

"No," he said, "not much."


Her bare fingers reached to his lips, and traced them carefully, the other hand blotting away the faint traces of redness. "Liar. I felt it when you kissed me." Her fingers left his lips, travelled down to his chin, then his neck. To his chest. They stopped there with a firmness, exactness. He knew she could feel it, just below the surface. He knew he could feel his heart beating faster for her.

She whispered something, but he couldn't answer, too captivated by the way her skin felt when he caressed her face, and brushed back her hair. She seemed to forget too, closing her eyes when he smoothed his fingers against her ear.

There was a voice, and a large city waiting for them in the back of both of their minds. There were anxieties, massive agendas to take on. Monsters to topple, and elusive truths to unveil.

 But in that moment, they chose to focus only on each other. Clark chose this truth. Unpeeling the collar of her jacket just so he could feel her.

His fingers traced her neckline, as hers did his. But with his, he was feeling for  her heart beat that was ingrained in his own. He found it just underneath her delicate skin waiting for him, her pulse so strong that it sparked an excitement so intoxicating that he couldn't help but be drawn closer.

The answer was yes. Clark did still believe in destiny. In what strange ways his path unravelled and lead, Clark, for the first time in many years, felt he had found his sense of bearing, his direction. His ground. And now, more than ever, he was terrified of losing it, slipping away. He had lost everything. His birthworld, his powers, and now possibly his home world if they never figured out how to stop what his ancestors had done.

 But Chloe had given him hope, something stronger than all the doubts he had. And as she stood silently beside him in the moonlight, she gave a little of her self, gave up a little more of her control. That she gave to him as he kissed her again, this time with her permission. And then again.

Among their bodies, the hologram reverted to the Kawatche Caves, the drawings floating as glowing strings of light. Clark closed his eyes, the both of them huddled on a nondescript rooftop among the largest city in the world. It could have been anywhere that he held her, any place would be perfect. But with Metropolis surrounding them, he knew this was it.

"I know you're her," he said with whispering conviction.

Ancient drawings illuminated over Metropolis.